Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What creates my own madness And I'm addicted to your punishment And you're the master And I
God bless the coffin they carry me off in God bless the coffin they carry me off in They carry me off in I’ve walked amongst the living dead And I’m
I'm not listening, not anymore The more I learn, the more I ignore I'm not listening, not anymore The more I hear, the more I ignore I'm not listening
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just
I'm dreamin about tomorrow, I'm thinkin of yesterday, I consume myself in sorrow this moment in time is what I betray, I am searching for the answers [
Take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out [Chorus:] So take me and let me in Don't break me and shut me out I lit my pain on fire And I watched
The media is the seduction of human desire (set their money, set their money, on fire), if you try to sell me the truth then I know you're a liar, a liar
You know I love it when your down on your knees and im a junky for the way that you please you shut me up when you swallow me down my back to the wall
This is a warning My final warning This is a warning My final warning MY Head Full Of wreckage A Mouth full of lies My mind is in the gutter I feel like
It feels like the end of the world It seems like nobody cares Is it real or am i going insane Am I ever gonna change my way Seperated Sick of the mess
When I was a boy I didn't care about a thing It was me and this world And a broken dream I was blaming myself For all that was going wrong (going
I live the days of war I live the nights of love I suffer to survive I gotta gotta gotta stay alive I hear the battle cries Their fists are in the sky
For crying out loud I'm running from a comedown God forbid I know I've been a letdown Reaching for the sky while leaving in a gutter Kicking and screaming
I refuse to be your victim I refuse to be your slave I keep on burning my bridges I keep on fucking up everything Running from desperation god knows where
I can't control everything And I can't forget just what I've seen These memories take me away To a better place than I am today I devise my own demise
Please forgive me while I turn out the lights Watch this haunted day turn into a wasted night So cut me off-throw me down Cause I'm reckless, goddamn
It feels like I'm looking at life Through a telescope because I'm so high The ground never seemed so far away Truth shall be told one day I'll be under
I'm feeling on top of the world I'm feeling like I can't do wrong I'm thinking everything is fine I'm caught up in the smoke and the mirrors People that