It's a long way back to reality, she puts another Brick in the wall of shame she made so long ago Trying to figure out where things went wrong Searching
I'm sorry for needing you to carry me So simple sometimes when you're standing next To me You never change you never stay the same Like a picture perfect
I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth Taken by the memories of all that i've been Through If i could hear your voice i know that i would be
How does it make you feel when i look away Feelings that will never seem to fade i try to Find you, you hold your head up high i let it all Fall down
Look around and tell me what you see, a place Surrounded by the hate that hides in the Shadows inside of you, inside of me, what can we Ever hope to
Fear fall hard like rain again wahing over me You say nothing will ever change what do i Believe You fall deep inside again nothing left to see Weakness
Desperate and waiting, frozen to the core, numb To this feeling, needing something more all i Keep thinking is where i need to be, all i can hope For
Step back inside the lie again, you'll find you're Wearing thin Killing the sympathy as you take another swing At me now Fighting your inner self again
Mother mother can you hear me, I keep trying just to find me All i know now, all you show me, Endless questions, hopeless ending This bitter pill is
Biting the hand that feeds you, lying to the voice Inside, reach out to beg for something this life Is a lesson, take what you're given feeding on Self
It starts with pain Followed by hate Fueled by the endless questions No one can answer A stain Covers your heart Tears you apart just like a sleeping
I'm flushing the pills I've lost all my will This has been haunting me way to long And I can't rewind I'm the suffering kind I've been abusing way to
Our candle burns away, the ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run And no where to hide You're scared of the truth
It was you That showed me who I am And taught me how to stand For what I know is real I was sick of all the pain Tired of all the shame that I felt But
Looking back on everything I've done I never thought I'd find the one To share the dreams that only I had seen Locked in the deepest part of me I took
All the games you play I won't take the blame I gave you trust You spit it out and call my name I'm taking back what's left from all these Selfish things
Time, moves slowly while you're gone I haven't heard your voice in quite some time But I still see your face I cannot erase the things you've done And
I came home early to see you Couldn't wait to hold you I've been away for so long But as I walked through the doorway My heart was shattered To find
