You'd, give up the world, take on the earth But you'll falter I can see it in the way Your tourniquent is bound Weak as your will at the lowest point
(Featuring JJ Peters) For so many years I held my breath for you, Held under what became the ocean. I?m struggling to find footing, on what became the
I have so many anchors so many, so many (so many anchors) far too many to be sailing on these seas (they're pulling me under and i just want to be freed
It's not for lack of percipience that I turned my back; it's just that I've become so absent from my own train of thought. I'm only just treading water
The walls white, skies white, nights white, lights white and fuck you for being so fucking white tonight my eyes roll back white, white everywhere, lips
its never easy to face yourself everyday through the fog of shrouded memories its never easy to face your past everyday through the haze of the aftermath
(i've been trying to find the space and time to let them know just what it's like to be feeling so alone) to be feeling so alone (i know you stayed there
I've spent my life down In the depths of an enigmatic mind Where the water turns to black It's there alone I spend my time. Try to see my own reflection
when your aspirations crumble at the feet of your tormentors and your jaw feels like its breaking on the cold hard tile floor and you're holding onto
i know that you've been searching for me elsewhere in the cracks beneath your feet and in the spaces between walls in the dark wells of the mirror (in
i've been staring for weeks (at the cold rusted sheets) and the broken down pillars (of the years that have passed by) at the cold depths of rivers (and
Have you looked up lately (and seen the cold lonely skies) and looked into the mirror (and seen your black lonely eyes?) well i have, and i want to know
why are we even breathing? if the only reason to exist (is to stare skyward and put my hands together) then why am i even here? to serve a myth (and
Seems life forever, like forever since i tore myself apart and left my friends in the wake of countless tears and fading life. when i couldn't seem to
I had to let go of those cold nights long ago, and now it?s time for you to follow suit. Take your night sky tears and burning eyes, stinging from pursuit
(from "State of Affairs" 5-way Split) I awaken from this cold sweat, saturated in my own contempt Nothing left but broken fragments of cherished memories
i know i stood there, singing to you please don't ever feel alone and please don't dream of never heading home but truth be told i've struggled just like
Don't you, think it's strange How we speak to ourselves when everything is falling to pieces? Like molten lead to water We fall apart and fragment Always
