Don't leave me alone, I'm feeling so numb I need you to be here, I need you to call And everything's wrong, a beautiful shame And everything's ugly, hazy
I never cared much for this world (I just want to be someone like you) But I never said I wouldn't reach Deep down to blow them all away I can feel it
Last night I dreamed that you were dead The only way that I could find to clear you from my head I find it hard for me to get past all the shit you did
Fall to my knees Just to be close to God An' I fall to the floor from your love I am weakened by your innocence An' touched by your tenderness I search
I wanna make sure I wanna be clear I want you to know I love you my dear Me, I'm so dirty, covered in spite Maybe you'll come back 'Cause you want me
You are strong, when I am weak Silence when we speak And darkness cries We're running just to crawl Had enough, stop now, had enough, had enough now
Don't think because you fell apart That all is lost Cause I think what now you have become Is better than could ever be Sometimes you have to tell yourself
As I ponder my thoughts and fears and life I stand tempted to throw it all away So I sit and I slowly lose my mind Look for signs of you, just to feel
Stuck inside A world inside my head A place where I think too much A place that no one can touch My Godforsaken fear And though I don't pray enough I
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it all Abused and beat down I'm thrown to the wall How can they do this to someone at all? Something so awful Woke up
And if you could make up For every single time you lied I'd probably whisper this Hello, goodbye And so it begins again Harder each and every time I
Some thing's wrong, trying to conquer These fears I thought were gone And it's been so long I'm dying to live in a world I don't belong I can't wait
You stay all in one piece when broken Kind remarks and your words soft spoken Driving far from the path of destruction Coming ever so close to, throwing
Something's wrong, Trying to conquer these fears i thought were gone. And it's been so long, I'm dying to live in a world i dont belong I cant wait for
So you finally found a way To lessen all your pain What you'd give to feel again For even just the day And as you search to find the words For someone
I Wonder what the day will bring tomorrow when I wake Why Do I decide to dwell upon mistakes I haven't made Maybe I'm afraid So I try (I try to find
Sometimes I feel as though my life's getting stranger Now I need to find a way to get this strain off of my back Sometimes we need to lock the doors And
Last night I dreamt that you were dead. The only that I could find to clear you from my head. I find it hard for me to get past all the shit you did to