To replace my depression with numbness I tell myself that it?s worked That I don?t feel anything anymore But deep down, I know that I?ll never Be anything
: Opening dead eyes To find that nothing has changed Nothing Dead hearts Pumping cold blood Dead minds With the same tired thoughts That never change
into me I tear at my veins I have found a solution A solution I tear at my veins I have found a solution To take shelter in As I try to drown
And I am waiting too One quick motion and they separate One final action can end my life It is done We are both waiting I am a weapon against myself
and words Isolated So useless My mind, It is a pool of blackness A place of despair and isolation That I have trapped myself in Lightless Hopeless I
: I used to be a better man. But the regret came, and here I am. I used to walk outside my door. But I don't go outside anymore When will they carry
I used to be a better man. But the regret came, and here I am. I used to walk outside my door. But I don't go outside anymore When will they carry me
!" A lush that love to drink, drunk drivin a tank Rollin over a bank, cops see me and faint It's drastic, I'm past my limit of coke I think I'll up my
From Xzibit to Mel-Man, 'til I'm hoist away in my coffin I'll never soften no matter how often I'm tested I'll never give a fuck, I won't never be
, I feel like we lost it I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it This ain
! I never meant to hurt you! I never meant to make you cry; but tonight I'm cleanin out my closet (one more time) I said I'm sorry momma! I never meant
on!" A lush that love to drink, drunk drivin a tank Rollin over a bank, cops see me and faint It's drastic, I'm past my limit of coke I think I'll up
just a widow that I'm dating. Rolled up sleeves with a carton in it's fold, A rusted chain with a cross that once was gold, And I look from a distance
I'm loadin' up my 380 I can't wait 'till I see death Oh babyyyyyyyyyyyyy Nigga I'm gonna I'm gonna find you [Verse 2: Tony Yayo] I'm tryin' to pray
I know I'm not falling in love I'm just falling to pieces And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving
walk away. Everything I've loved, everything I lost. I've said it once, I've said it twice, I've said it a thousand fucking times, that I'm ok, that I'm
the game for malpractice I’m in jersey, where I’m paying no taxes I’ll stick your girl, agnus Flipmode bring the madness Platinum status, rampage I’m
of wrong And I know it all like I'm able to give a nerd a call Clark Kent but I'm sure I can make the shirt come off Mixtape Messiah 4, its like I'm (